Thursday, June 23, 2011


They were sitting, they were sitting in the strawberry swing
And every moment was so precious
They were sitting, they were talking in the strawberry swing
And everybody was for fighting, wouldn't wanna waste a thing

Cold, cold water bring me 'round
Now my feet won't touch the ground
Cold, cold water what you say?
It's such, it's such a perfect day, it's such a perfect day

I remember we were walking up to strawberry swing
I can't wait 'til the morning, wouldn't wanna change a thing
People moving all the time inside a perfect straight line
Don't you wanna curve away?
It's such it's such a perfect day, it's such a perfect day

Ah, now the sky could be blue, I don't mind
Without you it's a waste of time
Could be blue, I don't mind
Without you it's a waste of time

The sky could be blue, could be gray
Without you I'm just miles away
The sky could be blue, I don't mind
Without you it's a waste of time

Friday, June 17, 2011

Caught in the Act!


Monsieur Lucius. He looks cute enough. But this morning when I woke up, I caught him in the act! He was sitting behind my fish tank, terrorizing poor little Theo! [The Raphaels just hide in their flower pot, because they are whimps.]


There he is. My little algae eater, still all puffed up after I distracted the cat. Handsome fellow, no?

Thursday, June 16, 2011

Fun Day

I honestly don't know when it happened.

I turned into a stress eater???!!!

To be fair - I only stress eat when I can't run soon enough. But with all of this friend nonsense... my nerves don't stand a chance. :-/ second-hand stress bites! for "lunch" I had a cinnamon roll, and I had an emergency chai tea today.

Work was pretty good. Mostly. #1 Tina hijacked Muzak back from the control of the back. We found a new station! "7890" (70s 80s 90s and now) good times! I left my hair curly from the show last night. And I wore makeup. So NATURALLY J would come in... Seriously? It was so awkward. First off, broski was watching me from the cafe. And it was obvious. Creep much? Secondly, I was working on something. Actually working, which is what I'm paid to do. I don't get paid to talk to broski. [If I did, I'd get a new job...] Worst off, Tina is next to me, trying not to crack up because it's obvious I don't want to talk to J. Poor fellow just needs to find a nice lady. You know, who's not me. Tina: "I don't know Jess. He added me on facebook, and he talks to me every time he's in here. But he doesn't talk to me like that (snigger)." awesome. [random sidenote: as I type, "Faith" by George Michael is on Pandora. love!!!] Then other, old J was in. At this point I begin telling myself that I'll never wear makeup to work again. But I automatically take it back. :-P I'm pretty sure at some point there was another creeper in the store, but I digress...

On the upside, Jean in all of her crazy glory, didn't say anything about my appearance. Thank goodness! Actually, neither did B. Double thank goodness! I was going back to see Boss, and ran into John on the way. He complimented me on my Facebook status posts. I didn't think I was that exciting, but woohoo positive reinforcement! That chai tea? It kept me in a good mood up until crazy lady came in. Unfortunately it was all downhill from there. Fighting with tech support. Dealing with crazy lady questions immediately after fighting with tech support. Just bad news bears.

Yet here I sit. One cup of tea, loads of aqua, and one hour of Pandora later. I'm feeling very good at the moment. I delighted in the task of cleaning out my phone. It's been awhile since I've deleted text messages or notes. Deleting text messages is the best. I have no rational explanation, but I love it. Especially with this second-hand stress nonsense. Deleting those text messages today was extra good!

My friend is making crummy decisions. I know they're crummy. She knows they're crummy. She'll more than likely regret them later. But she's making them anyway. I don't really want to sit back and watch her proceed to make said bad decisions. I'm getting second-hand stress from the drama of her life! However, if I don't sit back and watch her make said bad decisions, to at least be there to pick her up when she falls, then I'm the bad friend. Catch 22. :-/

...but tomorrow's forecast looks great for a sprint workout!!!


“In times of great stress or adversity, it's always best to keep busy,
to plow your anger and your energy into something positive.” -Lee Iacocca

Girls Night

So we finally ventured into Pittsburgh last night. Chels made it her personal mission to acquire Jekyll & Hyde tickets once she knew the show would be in town again. I have to admit to score is one of my favorites - so no complaints from me!

The great thing about Pennsylvania is PennDOT. They're always around (you know, like in front of my house for the past two months) and they're always tearing something apart. Yesterday's excursion did NOT disappoint. I don't know exactly when the magic happened, but it was early. TomTom was rogue from the beginning. Took us into Pittsburgh a way that owner of the TomTom didn't know. That was the way I normally go though, so that was cool. Things were good until we were ready to get off the bridge to go to Station Square for dinner. Then TomTom made the evening that much more memorable. When one doesn't update their GPS system, they do funny things. Like suggest illegal and/or impossible turns that end up putting us into the W. Liberty Ave tunnels and cause us to lose signal. Awesome! And we eventually found the hill of death, which really looked harmless. Until we were trying to drive down it, in all of it's cobblestone glory. It would be great for sled riding, aside from the fact that you wouldn't be able to stop and would continue to go over the even steeper part of the hill. And that just seems hazardous. We eventually survived the hill and eventually got turned around. Some other hi-jinx ensued, but we eventually made it to the parking garage.

Then the four of us found dinner. Some seafood restaurant that serves the good stuff. Everything is fresh. Except for the tilapia, according to our server Rick. He was a smooth, charming yet smarmy sort of individual. The server you can tell is well seasoned and knows how to flirt his way to good tips from the upper class clientele. He seemed nice enough and provided good insight about the dishes, as any good server would, so I didn't mind him. One of the younger girls, Becca, on this adventure was 20 and had just had her wisdom teeth removed last week. She seemed to be a little disturbed by Rick, insisting he was weird, and was also endearingly confused by the menu. There was a close call - she almost ordered the tuna, which would have been raw and she hasn't yet tried sushi. We'll remedy that another time though... Rick brings us warm bread to munch on while our meals are being prepared. And the Becca-isms begin. They got really good when our meals were brought out though. Having had her wisdom teeth removed, she hasn't been eating a lot of foods, other than fruit and fish. She became very self conscious of how she looked while chewing, and proceeding to cover the bottom half of her face with her napkin. Young friends at a fancy restaurant? Priceless! [Incidentally, Becca was also present at our last fancy restaurant endeavor, though Mike took the cake at that meal. A walk down memory lane ensued.]

We wandered Pittsburgh for a bit, since Chels wanted to find snacks. We eventually met up with the other group of three and made our way to the Benedum. Chels has seen Jekyll & Hyde before; I've been in love with the score ever since my older brother saw it on Broadway in 2000 (or 1999?). Everyone else was going in blind.

Kevin Gray as Henry Jekyll/Edward Hyde

I sat in the middle. The married/committed ladies on my left. The single ladies to my right. Naturally the single ladies were examining all of the artist shots to see which guy was the most attractive. One of the young ones through out the comment that Kevin Gray wasn't black. Not really sure where that came from, but I'd imagine it has something to do with the fact that we all went to the same high school. I remember how Othello was shoved down our throats, so if they still do that, the black actor comment would kind of make sense, but not really. ... Anway, so since Gray wasn't black, they were trying to decide what he did look like and apparently some sort of Indian (Native American Indian) fit the bill, another Becca-ism. This Indian talk reminded me that Luke never told me my Indian (Blackfoot) name. That was a fail. All I got was "your name is in the air around you, you just have to listen." Chels tried telling him that she thought I was supposed to "paint with all the colors of the wind", but he didn't get the reference. He also didn't seem to think that, if I was able to listen to the wind, that it might have more important things to tell me, other than my Blackfoot name. Men...

Back to the musical! As I said I had never seen it before, I've only memorized the music. :-P I genuinely enjoyed seeing the characters come to life and putting pieces together that can't be communicated solely through the songs. Though the music was barely faster than the popular recordings of Jekyll and Hyde from the Broadway productions. Just fast enough to seem rushed. And the acoustics were slightly awkward. Combined with some feedback from the sound system, I imagine it would have been hard to watch the musical if that was my first introduction to the show. There are a few songs that three characters have simultaneous lyrics. I knew the songs, so I knew what they were singing. But if I didn't know what they were saying, I would have had no idea what they were singing about. I sound like a theater critic, I know! I swear the show was good though!!! Besides, we only saw the second night! Early run kinks are acceptable.

We made it back to the car, where Chels realized just how close she had parked to the lovely support pole... her mirror made it out unscathed though. :-) TomTom still didn't want to work, so again, we were wandering without any sense of direction. No worries though, Becca was preparing to navigate home by reading the stars. That girl comes in very handy! When TomTom decided to work, it still wasn't really working because it was telling us to make more illegal/impossible turns. Minor details though right?

The night had been going so well. Naturally that didn't last. More second hand stress. Which was mostly frustrating/disappointing because the behavior was so out of character and not thought through. It's one of those situations that you can only watch, like a bad accident. You don't know what "rock bottom" would imply in the situation, but you have a feeling your friend is going to find out. At the end of the day you can simply offer advice. But you can't tell other people how to live their lives...

Wednesday, June 15, 2011

There is no combination of words I could put on the back of a postcard
No song that I could sing, but I can try for your heart
Our dreams, and they are made out of real things
Like a, shoebox of photographs
With sepiatone loving
Love is the answer,
At least for most of the questions in my heart
Like why are we here? And where do we go?
And how come it's so hard?
It's not always easy and
Sometimes life can be deceiving
I'll tell you one thing, it's always better when we're together

Monday, June 13, 2011

Sitting, Waiting, Wishing...

Morning tea: Check
Catch up with Raymondo: Check
Random videos on YouTube: Check

I love Mondays!

I'm biding my time. It's going to be an enjoyably busy day. First I'm meeting with Season for a coffee date. I haven't seen her for a few weeks, and the last time Joey was along too. No offense boys, but this will be uninterrupted girl time. I've allotted Season 3 hours of my time. This coffee date has all the potential to be mind-blowing and then some. I ruminate. I journal; I blog. And then I discuss it with someone just to take the final edge off. Season is a more traditional verbal processor. 3 hours of potentially life changing, mind-blowing, verbal processing. But what are friends for? :-)

I wouldn't run this morning anyway. It's only 54degrees. Really??!! It's June, PA, it would be nice if you could get on the program... But it's okay. I'm running after work anyway, when it will be pleasant and in the high 60s. love. It's not the delightful torture of 80+... but it'll do. ;-)

I realize that there wasn't exactly a point to this post, but oh well...
...I must be off, doomsday approaches...